Tango to Hell
I'm Danny, 19 years old, FTM, Pansexual, Potterhead, little monster, obsessive reader, good listener and pretty much awkward. Harry Potter, RENT, Eragon, LOTR,The Hunger Games, Marvel, A series of unfortunate events, Percy Jackson, poetry,Elementary, my transition and photography.

Today i was finally diagnose with chronic depression. I thought i would be relieved but i feel a hole in my chest that is killing me, i just want it to go away.

posted 4 hours ago on 17/9/2014 -

I am not feeling okay, my best friend just cancelled our plans for tonight and I was really looking forward to talk with her. She makes me smile when I feel like I will never smile again but she has other plans and I hate when she changes her plans for me. I don’t know, I am not fine. I am really sad and this hole in my chest aches too much.

posted 6 days ago on 11/9/2014 -
tagged as: #personal

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posted 1 week ago on 7/9/2014 -
tagged as: #personal

Lately I’ve been feeling awful, just sad and miserable. I eat, sleep and take my medication when I have to but it seems pointless sometimes. I keep coming back to this dark place where I feel like I am worthless and not even my bests friends and family make me feel better. 

I really like this girl, she is nice and incredibly talented and I know she would never look at me that way because I am trans, she will never think of me as a guy and that is not fair, it really isn’t. I hate liking her it hurts too much.

posted 1 week ago on 7/9/2014 -
tagged as: #personal #rambling #ftm #trans

Today i went to a gay nightclub for the first time and i just felt out of place, i felt uncomfortable the whole time. I want to meet someone nice and talk, get to know each other. I’m tired of feeling alone

posted 2 months ago on 6/7/2014 - 1 note
tagged as: #ftm #trans #personal

posted 4 months ago on 19/5/2014 - 7 notes

I’m getting hospitalized again, i just couldn’t take it any longer so i guess it’s goodbye for now. I’ll miss talking to you guys,

posted 6 months ago on 27/2/2014 - 1 note
tagged as: #personal

The night comes and I change, a hole in my chest that cannot be filled consumes me. Every drop of joy disappears and the darkness takes over, I am alone. My medication doesn’t seem to work anymore, I can’t sleep, I don’t want to sleep. I’m tired. I just want to be normal.

posted 6 months ago on 21/2/2014 - 1 note
tagged as: #personal #dumb post #just tired
Selfie at the hospital!

Selfie at the hospital!

posted 7 months ago on 3/2/2014 - 8 notes

3 hours post op 

I am alright just a bit uncomfortable. It’s over, I made it and it feels amazing.

posted 7 months ago on 3/2/2014 - 10 notes
tagged as: #ftm #trans #top surgeons #personal